Tuesday, March 15, 2011

是时候放弃了。。。

卢宝妮
是时候放弃了
没必要。也没理由继续坚持下去了
他。他。他。还有他
不管多爱。多喜欢
都该放弃了
不是你的。勉强得回来。终究还是会分离
到头来。痛的依然还是自己

我可不可以就随随便便
不用考虑太多的
只要有就好了
可以吗??
我真的很想。很想
就像其他女生那样
只要人家喜欢你就好了嘛
管他的自己到底喜不喜欢
哈哈
开玩笑啦 ^^
你求我都不会那样做的

他。变了
我无能为力

他。没了
我真猜不透

他。骗了
我的心麻了

他。懂了
我却坏了原则
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Friday, March 4, 2011

pain~~

Can you please STOP SMOKING and STOP being a DRINKER??
Please~~
You want me to beg you??
Think of your mom...
your grandparent...
even your younger brother n also your beloved kei yeh kei ma...
Think of them...
How they going to feel??
How sad will they be??
Do you ever think of this??

21 years old d...
Still don't know way to be mature...
way to think maturely...
way to speak maturely...
Please la...
Do you know how pain my heart is??
Do you know how bad I wish I could cry out loudly??
BUT I can't...

Do you know how suffer n difficult it is when someone you still love the most...
He/She getting depressed...
What he/she did definitely look like he/she is going to GIVE UP in life...
But he/she still denied it all the time...
And you got no idea why he/she do so...
Do you know how pik chik it is???

Sometimes I do really feel like slapping on my own face...
Bang my head to the wall...
just wish that I could stop thinking you for even only one second...
That time i viewed your blog and saw your latest post...
Mentioned there you started to smoke and becoming a drinker...
My heart...really pain like HELL...

What The Fucking Feeling it is...><...
aaarrrrgghhhhHHHHHH!!!!!!
feel like killing myself to stop doing stupid things that relates to you anymore...

CXXX XXK HXXXX
You do really fucking Up my life again n again...
When only can stop it???
Or when I get terminated that time I should actually chose to leave UTAR...
but not stay here anymore...
haiz...
I guess so was my fault again!!!
FUCK!!!