I miss you...
not love but our friendship...
I do apologized with you for my mistake...
just hope that I can still get your forgiveness...
I just hate the feeling when we meet...
but we cant even say Hi to each other...
and what we need to do is avoid eyes contact with each other...
like a stranger..even worst than when we met a real stranger...
==...
I do really hope can get back our friendship...
"B..."
I start to miss you...
I miss our LOve StOry which was only last for one MOnTh...
although it was short...
I cherish and appreciate every single moment with you...
I love the way we kiss..we hug..we hold our hands..and we...
I love to hear you calling me "bibi"...
its sweeT...^^
I was always like a small kid when I'm with you...
I got no idea why I will became so "sai nai"...
hahaha...^^
I did put on my best effort to grab back you but FAILED...
back in single life less than 3 weeks...
I do feel like trying to get you back all the time...
but every time i saw your status...
you seem like missing another instead of me...
==...
that time I will tell myself really nothing I still can do to you...
I will just let you go...
I swear!!!
Hope you enjoy your life with your best brother...^^
Hope yours brotherhood can last forever and ever...
"zombie"
POhni do really miss you the most all the time...
every time I woke up or before I sleep...
the only thing came into my mind will just only you and always on time...
time that I spent to miss you was like 3 meals a day...
I miss you when eating...
I miss you when walking...
I miss you when bathing...
I miss you when dreaming...[you did came into my dreams for many times..]
I miss you more than I can say...
hope you really understand...
^^...
I didn't meant to force you...
just my guts to fall for you and efforts to catch you is getting lesser...
lastly...just wanna tell you...
I love You...
I will wait for you to come to me one day...
by temporary keeping and hiding my love toward you...
I just want to avoid the probability that I may get hurt from you...
sorry for my selfishness...
I do hope you understand me...
and please don't ever Misunderstand me...
^^...