pain~~

Can you please STOP SMOKING and STOP being a DRINKER??

Please~~

You want me to beg you??

Think of your mom...

your grandparent...

even your younger brother n also your beloved kei yeh kei ma...

Think of them...

How they going to feel??

How sad will they be??

Do you ever think of this??

21 years old d...

Still don't know way to be mature...

way to think maturely...

way to speak maturely...

Please la...

Do you know how pain my heart is??

Do you know how bad I wish I could cry out loudly??

BUT I can't...

Do you know how suffer n difficult it is when someone you still love the most...

He/She getting depressed...

What he/she did definitely look like he/she is going to GIVE UP in life...

But he/she still denied it all the time...

And you got no idea why he/she do so...

Do you know how pik chik it is???

Sometimes I do really feel like slapping on my own face...

Bang my head to the wall...

just wish that I could stop thinking you for even only one second...

That time i viewed your blog and saw your latest post...

Mentioned there you started to smoke and becoming a drinker...

My heart...really pain like HELL...

What The Fucking Feeling it is...><...

aaarrrrgghhhhHHHHHH!!!!!!

feel like killing myself to stop doing stupid things that relates to you anymore...

CXXX XXK HXXXX

You do really fucking Up my life again n again...

When only can stop it???

Or when I get terminated that time I should actually chose to leave UTAR...

but not stay here anymore...

haiz...

I guess so was my fault again!!!

FUCK!!!